I Notice…

…that even after all the doubt and the fear that have invaded my head and my heart…

…that even after every failed strategy and ‘doomed’ endeavour that robbed me of time, energy, resources and hope…

…that even after every hurt, harm
and heartbreak that seemed to smash body, mind and spirit into uncountable pieces…

…that even after every cataclysmic, earth-shattering, soul-shaking disaster and calamity that has befallen me during my life…

…that even after all this and more…

…I am still here, drawing breath, thinking new thoughts, feeling new feels and asking myself “ok, so what now?”

Even after everything.

I’m still here.

I’m still here.

I’m still here.

Maybe you’ve noticed the same thing about yourself?

And if you have then I want to invite you to ask yourself perhaps the ONLY fitting question under such circumstances.

“How did I get to be so fucking amazingly powerful and resilient that I could get through ALL that and still be here?”

And, of course, when you really take the time to stop and think about it, the answer will always be…

…BECAUSE of the hurt, the harm, the heartache. BECAUSE of the doubt, the fear and the doom. BECAUSE of all the calamity, the catastrophe and the soul-shaking you’ve been through.

Your biggest mess has ALWAYS been the source of your biggest medicine which, if you truly take it, becomes the source of your biggest message to help others through their own challenges, calamities and catastrophes.

You’re still here.

You’re still here.

You’re still here.

Make the chaos count…

…and suddenly it doesn’t feel like chaos anymore.

Truth, joy and love

Dax